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Monday, December 07, 2009
My first experience with snow

ashinozz posted at 11:42 PM| 0 Noticed Me

the news was saying that snow is coming my way

i was waiting and waiting and waiting

it just came suddenly but im glad i was outside. On the streetcar and what appears to be like somebody breaking pieces of styrofoam and causing them to fly around became more frequent.

it was subtle initially that i thougt i was imagining it. Den when i alighted, i found myself walking in the snow! They just look like ice chips when they condense on ur jacket, and i was trying my best to capture sth. I was the only one so excited about it on the streets while people just kept walking faster in their trying to keep warm in the jacket.

maybe when it gets a bit heavier i might be able to capture sth.

what an irony to be listening to "qing tian wa wa" on my player.

nonetheless it still makes my day! :)


Friday, December 04, 2009
"cook what u have in fridge" fried rice

ashinozz posted at 3:19 AM| 0 Noticed Me
My cook "what u have in fridge" fried rice is a success!




Ingredients:
  • Broccoli
  • Dried beancurd
  • Mushroom
  • Chicken
  • Egg
  • Rice
:)


Wednesday, December 02, 2009
the blind leading the blind?

ashinozz posted at 7:24 PM| 0 Noticed Me

being in Toronto i feel like i am a saint at times. There are always people who are in need of a helping hand on the streets or the bus.

You know how we always feel hesitant to offer our seats to elderly back in sg (at least for me) as half the time they would reject my offer, which i dunno why, probably due to our culture, that we feel paiseh to take up another's seat.

While over here, i would say there are close to 99% sucess rate (by observation) in offering seats to elderly who are more than happy to be able to rest their feet.

Another thing about the folks here is that nothing can seem to stop them from doing their daily chores. I often see elderly with their wheeled big frame going to market, (thinking bout the ah mas in sg who feel embarrased to even carry a walking stick out, and would rather risk a fall carrying an umbrella) and even the blind, armed with a stick and a trolley going shopping.

Feeling like Russell in UP, i decided to offer my help to guide the blind man to cross the street. Everything was going well and i kinda figured out that he was going to the Hardware shop opposite the road, so i asked him if he is going to buy something there. He suddenly got a bit defensive and replied curtly, "yes. Why?" i was caught offguard and merely replied that i was just asking.

After tha he went on and said " you know i hate asking ppl with sight to guide me. They always lead me to the wrong place.' and he kept asking " are we on the north?? " oh well i have difficulty even figuring out my directions, not to mention figuring out whether we are on the north/south. So anyways, i just lead him to the shop and kept assuring him that we are reaching. And i dun remember him saying thank you, or maybe i was just to eager to run away from him.

so i guess, i should stick to giving up seats instead of guiding ppl.


Wednesday, October 21, 2009
growing up

ashinozz posted at 11:50 PM| 1 Noticed Me
Growing up....


i have become so full of pride that i cannot accept criticisms and suggestions, and that after all i do not know everything ...

i have learn to love myself so much that i forgot how to love another...

i have been so biased bout some people that i forgot to "put myself in another's shoes"

i have become so protective of myself that i keep finding excuses for every wrong or things i did not try my best to

i have become so scared of failure or rejection that i do not try new things or speak up as much as before

i have become so obscured by past experiences that i make poor judgments now

i feel like physically im aging but mentally i'm not...

maybe that what people call immaturity.

that lack of inner peace in mind..

Saturday, October 10, 2009
500 days of winter?

ashinozz posted at 1:29 AM| 1 Noticed Me
Haven caught a really nice movie for a while

Notebook has always been the yardstick till i watched 500 days of summer.

i like the way the movie is shot..

witty and funny dialogues...

and each character is distinct and unique in their role...

and i so like the innocent and silly tom... even the name sounds simple just like the person...

and the unique and mysterious summer...

i had alot of laugh and yet got the msg the story is trying to tell..

everyone has to go thru a heartbreak for a reason: to grow up and understand that its not a simple world out there...

its a must watch... :)

will my hundred days of winter be coming? nah.. its 75 days of winter...

100 days of winter?


Thursday, September 24, 2009
too late...

ashinozz posted at 10:28 PM| 0 Noticed Me
i was watching the HK drama serial - Tang Xin Feng Bao

in the show the bf 2 timed his gf with her best friend...

her gf could not get over it...

even though she still love him but she cannot forgive him for what happened.

She refused to forgive him even though he had shown his regrets and admitted his mistake.

On the day she decided to forgive him, he met with an accident. And she did not manage to tell him, she had forgive him.

Sometimes we are often caught up with our anger that we never realised how much that person matters to us... until we lose them.. and we start to regret

why did i not treasure the times when he was alive?

Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Random story

ashinozz posted at 11:45 PM| 1 Noticed Me
Strawberry is happy being what she is.
Until she met vanilla one day.
They got along quite well.
Then they start to guess what is the other person's thoughts, and started playing mind games.. Strawberry becomes confused and feels she is becoming like her old self.

Vanilla does not know that the strawberry that he sees now is so different from what she really is.

So after awhile vanilla grew tired and left..

Strawberry knows as she had met many vanillas in her life. They left for the better.. to meet other Strawberrys.. She is not upset as this is how it is...

There will be many people in life who you were once very close to, but few years down the road, you all became strangers.. They are all just "guo ke" in your life.. to make you more aware of what you want in life.